the last night

so when che came in tonight and said hello to me I just glared at him. Flaming daggers.
It was nice to see Kat though, she's the reason I agreed to have people look at the apartment tonight. I'm so angry with him I can't see straight, but I don't want her to get hurt because I'm mad at him, that's not fair.

Mattand Blake were here, so he was easy to ignore. Our whole moving schedule got blown today (matt's plane was delayed) but oh was it worth it. It was so good to see them. He's family. But better than my natal family. We really do love each other no matter what and support each other. We've had some ups and downs, ins and outs, but I would go to the end of the earth for him and he would for me. I love him so much.

It's our last night here. Everything isn't done, it's lots harder to move with a baby, much less lots of kitties, but you know somehow, it will get done.

How strange, as stressed as I am, I also feel calm. It will all get done eventually. The main thing is to keep the girl, kitties and Jam happy.

See you when we get DSL up at the new place...could be days or weeks, who knows!