light a candle please

Mr. Newguise has feline squamous cell carcinoma in his jaw. We heard late Friday night and haven't been able to sleep much since then. It's very malignant and very aggressive. He's expected to live two more months. We are heartbroken. He's been my buddy for 16 years. He's tattooed over my heart. oh screw it. There just aren't words. We called some people to let them know until I just couldn't cry anymore. He was supposed to be with me forever.