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2 months and blue kitty
Jun. 20th, 2002 07:16 pmMiss Emily is eight weeks old today.
It's been a rough two months. It's been the best and the hardest time of my life. I'm still pretty out of it and depressed but I expect that will improve in time, hopefully soon. I get a lot of joy from being around her and from reading and hearing from friends.
Oh and taking pictures
Miss Ninny is walking MUCH better today, the anti-inflammatory shot they gave her helped a lot. She's just favoring a little, which is a big improvement over the lurching of the last few days. I am relieved. We gave her tuna and medicine and we'll find a way to get her the stuff every day. I also ordered some stairsfrom http://www.drsfostersmith.com
that Miska told me about. We're always going to have geriatric cats, so I might as well.
I've made sure to spend extra time coddling and petting her and talking to her, as has James.
I was watching Mr. Rogers today with Emily (I know she can't understand it yet, but I wanted to see if it was as soothing as I remembered and it was). He sang a song about liking Prince Tuesday because of his insides not how he looks on the outside and I cried to Emily that I will love her and make sure I will be with her no matter what she decides to do with her life, her hair or her clothes. Holding her I couldn't imagine not remembering the tiny baby that she was when she's a teenager or adult. I can't imagine not remembering this overwhelming love I have for her now no matter what happens in the future. Because I know, like I always have, this child has her own path independant of mine, I'm just lucky enough to be her guide for as long as she'll let me.
It's been a rough two months. It's been the best and the hardest time of my life. I'm still pretty out of it and depressed but I expect that will improve in time, hopefully soon. I get a lot of joy from being around her and from reading and hearing from friends.
Oh and taking pictures
Miss Ninny is walking MUCH better today, the anti-inflammatory shot they gave her helped a lot. She's just favoring a little, which is a big improvement over the lurching of the last few days. I am relieved. We gave her tuna and medicine and we'll find a way to get her the stuff every day. I also ordered some stairsfrom http://www.drsfostersmith.com
that Miska told me about. We're always going to have geriatric cats, so I might as well.
I've made sure to spend extra time coddling and petting her and talking to her, as has James.
I was watching Mr. Rogers today with Emily (I know she can't understand it yet, but I wanted to see if it was as soothing as I remembered and it was). He sang a song about liking Prince Tuesday because of his insides not how he looks on the outside and I cried to Emily that I will love her and make sure I will be with her no matter what she decides to do with her life, her hair or her clothes. Holding her I couldn't imagine not remembering the tiny baby that she was when she's a teenager or adult. I can't imagine not remembering this overwhelming love I have for her now no matter what happens in the future. Because I know, like I always have, this child has her own path independant of mine, I'm just lucky enough to be her guide for as long as she'll let me.
