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[pywacket]

it's not missing one night of sleep.
I can do that..
It's not even having restless sleep
I can do that too
It's when days become weeks of waking every two hours.
Or in the case of last night every hour and a half.

I'm really glad she's here and the night feedings can be very sweet--especially when the kitties are all there and watch or cuddle with me.


BUT

it was much easier when she was on the inside. MUCH easier. If I'd known that I probably wouldn't have kvetched as much.

Yes I would have. It's funny to know that I'd trade what happened in the third trimester for the barfing of the first and the "fourth" trimester (the month after she was born) for the pain of the third. I wonder if I'll trade the teenage years for the newborn month.

I'm not sad about this, just thinking. And tired. Very tired. Yesterday was really hard.

But it is nice to have her here. She laughed yesterday when Zach head butted her (gently) and I poked her wee nose.

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[pywacket.livejournal.com]

she has! the kimono shirts have been the best. Some things she was too big for right away and somethings it was too hot for, but with your permission I have two very good girlfriends who are now knocked up with girls and I'd love to pass those along to them and tell them the history.